I hate that he doesn’t pay enough attention to me.
I hate that I can’t just be comfortable being alone.
I hate that I need his attention.
I hate that I’m so needy.
I hate that I ever talked to him in the first place.
I hate that I’ve become dependent.
I hate that everything I do never seems good enough.
I hate that I have to constantly be affectionate one.

I want to leave.
I have left.
I have left so many times.
But, I can never stay away.
I wish he’d just never talk to me again.
Just ignore me, so that I can forget about you and move on.

I f****** hate that I like you.