For some reason, I get a pain in my stomach, when ever I lie or do something I know is bad. I can’t get rid of the feeling. I hate it and first, then I get use to it. I don’t know why I’m doing these things, like sneaking out late at night, keeping my whole life away from my family, or even wish I can run away. Well, no one cares about me that’s why I wanted to run away. I don’t even know why I wanted to do it, or why I did all that bad things I did in my past. I lose trust in my mom, my sisters, everyone. I’m basically I have no one any more. I really, REALLY wish I done none of it.