I HAD A MYRNGOLOMY PROCEDURE DONE TODAY, THAT IS A adjunct procedure in acute mastoiditis secondary to acute suppurative otitis media.

IT IS SORE NOW THE ENT SURGEON SAID I WOULD FEEL BURNING BUT DIDN’T THEN MORE NOW … TRYING TO COPE ON PANADOL IS NOT FUN.

I WANT TO CRY LIKE A BABY BUT JUST TOO SCARED OF DYING TO FEEL ANYTHING BUT FEAR AND DREAD.

I REALLY WISH I HAD A BOYFRIEND OR HUSBAND TO HELP ME THROUGH THIS

MY MUM WAS A BIT OF A BULLY TODAY

WHERE IS THE DAVO JUSTIN YOU PROMISED ME GOD?

TO HELP ME THROUGH THIS?

SHOULD I TURN TO THAT CUTE GUY ON THE COVER OF CATHY MC DAVID’S BETTING ON THE BACHELOR TO RESCUE ME AND WIN MY HEART? BUT I KNOW HE IS TOO YOUNG FOR ME BUT I AM DESPERTE TO HOLD ON TO SOME CUTE MANS HAND BECAUSE I AM SO AFRAID AND SCARED.

I THOUGHT DAVO JUSTIN WOULD CARE ABOUT ME. WHY DO MEN I LIKE AT THE TIME, KEEP REJECTING MY LOVE? AND REJECT HELPING ME ???
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I NEED A MAN TO HELP ME GET THIS HOUSE AND MY WHOLE LIFE ORGANISED AND THIS SURGERY WHICH WILL COST A FEW THOUSAND.

WHEN I WAS A CHILD AT THE CATHOLIC SCHOOL WE HAD A BIG CENT TRAIL FOR A KID CALLED PAUL MCKEY WHO HAD KIDNEY TRANSPLANT AND WE RAISED ENOUGH MONEY FOR HIM TO HAVE THE SURGERY. I CAN SAVE THE MONEY OVER A FEW MONTHS OR MY PARENTS TAKE SOME MONEY OUT THE HOUSE ETC.

I JUST WANT A CUTE MAN I LIKE TO BE THERE FOR ME. I AM SO SCARED AND IN PAIN AND EVERY TIME FEAR DEATH.

I FEAR HAVING TO HAVE PART OF MY SKULL BONE BURNT OR FILED DOWN HOW PAINFUL IT WILL BE AND FEAR OF INFECTION AFTERWARDS.

I AM SO F****** SCARED WITH THIS THING I COULD GET A GUN AND SHOOT MYSELF OR JUMP INFRONT OF A TRAIN.–

LAST NIGHT WAS HELL GOD … PLEASE HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS TORTURE.

I AM SO SCARED WHEN I FEEL WEAK AND I AM AFRAID OF BRAIN DAMAGE OR BRAIN INFECTIONS.

I AM SCARED OF SURGERY AND HAVING GENERAL ANASETHIC .

I THINK THE ENT COULD SEE HOW SCARED I WAS TODAY AND SHAKING.

MY ENT TOLD ME I WILL HAVE TO HAVE A GOOD SURGEON WHO KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING THIS IS A TRICKY DELICATE SURGERY AND I AM SO SCARED OUT OF MY HEAD.

I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO GO AWAY.

HOW DO I MAKE A DOCTOR GIVE ME ANTIBIOTICS OR GET INTO HOSPITAL I HAVE TRIED A FEW TIMES NO LUCK.

I NEED A GOOD SURGEON FOR THIS JOB ON MY EAR.
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I WANT ANTIBIOTICS I JUST HAVE TO WORK OUT WHERE TO GET THEM FROM – I NEED SOME STRONG ONES LIKE THE CEFLACOR CD 375 MG I WAS TAKING – I MIGHT NEED 2 LOTS

I WANT ANTIBIOTIC COVER!!!! I THINK THERE IS STILL INFECTION IN THERE I A WANT THE PAIN TO GO AWAY.

WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO MAKE A DOCTOR GIVE THEM TO ME?

BASH THEM? THREATEN THEM?

I KNOW MY BODY AND I KNOW I NEED ANTIBIOTICS JUST LIKE I NEED A CUTE BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND I LOVE TO LOVE ME.
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I DONT WANT TO DIE SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!

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