I try to make friends, but have a hard time. I am in a new state where I know no one. I keep a weekly routine that allows me to talk to the same people over like they are my friends, but really unsuccessful at building relationships. I feel like the friends I know are people that have no idea that I am a complete loner. I live with a random person off craiglist that drinks to much, has no self respect for themselves. I sleep on the floor and have few things to myself. Clothes, guitar, paint and books. I indulge in to much daydreams of how life should be. I don’t understand why its been two years and I have not made any real friends. Just want someone to lean on, talk to, spill my thoughts to. I don’t want to talk to a therapist, because that is what friends are for.