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People who hate on and criticize those who are suicidal piss me off so bad. Like enough to ruin my whole day bad. Perhaps because I know 3 people who attempted it and considered it myself I am more sensitive to the topic. First things first dingbats: people who are suicidal are not using logic. They are not using reasoning. They are not stable. It’s like expecting someone who is suffering from anorexia and has not yet got help to have stability. Would you just plop a burger in from of their face and expect them to eat it and keep it down? If you would you would probably fail to save them and they would end up dying in your care. There is NO stability. Let me repeat that: NO stability. NO logic. It’s irrational. It’s emotional. It’s everything but logical and reasonable. They aren’t thinking properly about those who will suffer when they are gone because they are not thinking straight at all and its really really hard to. Possibly even if they do think about those left behind their thoughts go something like this: “they will be better off without me. I drag everyone down and should just disappear. I’m a burden.” So in a warped way they think they are doing you a favor and not hurting you. Like I said: irrational. It’s like being in a black well with no lights. Imagine in this scenario light represents reason and hope. There is no light in this well. The air is thick and it hurts to breath. You hear people chanting horrible things all around you in this well. There is sludge on the floor sinking you in deeper. You try to claw your way to the top but you cant. You feel like you are sinking, suffocating, and there is no hope. The world has ended and there is nothing left.

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