went to hospital again the other night still feeling sick, tuesday I thought i was going to die. I had a codral drink and became so weak and hard of

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went to hospital again the other night still feeling sick, tuesday I thought i was going to die. I had a codral drink and became so weak and hard of breathing and just thought i was going to die, my surgeon has sent for a review of my white blood cell count. I am still feelings weak and dizzy. I want to be on a drip with antibiotics still. my ear pain is still frightening and my stomach has been sickly and my leg from the car accident has been sore and weak again.

i am scared and each night is hell.
when i was at the hospital i seen a really cute tall dark haired paramedic/police officer and he was looking over at me and i thought you should watching your patients more then on your mobile phones and i thought i wish you could take me to hospital and hold my hand. I bet his girlfriend or wife has no idea how to grateful to have a great guy like that or the ones who work with him. i would love a guy like that, but i think he is a bit young for me like he looked in his late 20s but super cute and strong, a bit german looking.

yesterday i still had swollen feet from the tablets reaction.

I am still feeling odd and just fear night time so much

i hear this sounds in my ear of banjos or accordians and other sounds.

nausea and dizzy a little and I am still scared last few blood tests have showed raised white blood cells for infection for the last few months now.

i am taking heaps of vitamins and supplements CUZ DOCTORS WILL NOT GIVE ME MORE ANTIBIOTICS BUT I WANT MORE ANTIBIOTICS.

i want to get better not worse. I just want to be rid of the pain and fear and the noise and the sickness and weakness.

i hate feeling weak and dizzy and heady, etc

I just want to be better again really soon.
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I AM REALLY SCARED OF THIS MIDDLE EAR INFECTION CAUSING ME TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK OR STROKE, OR BLEEDING FROM THE EAR DRUM ETC AGAIN.

THE DOCTOR AT THE HOSPITAL SAID THAT HE COULD SEE THE SWELLING AND JUST TAKE PAINKILLERS AND GO BACK TO GP FOR ANXIETY AND FEAR

AND ENT. MY ENT DOES NOT DO PUBLIC AND I AM WORRIED ABOUT COST OF THE SURGERY SO MUCH.

TUESDAY I SAT IN THE BEDROOM AND CRIED TALKING TO GOD SAYING “I DON’T WANT TO DIE. I DON’T WANT TO DIE.” OVER AND OVER. EVEN NOW MY HEAD IS STILL SPINING AND TAKING ANTI DIZZY /NAUSEA PILLS.

I JUST WANT TO GET BETTER. I FEAR NEEDLES AND DRIPS ETC BUT WILL GO DO IT TO GET BETTER AND BE RID OF THIS PAIN. I HATE THE WAY THOSE DOCTORS AT THE HOSPITAL ACT JUST CUS I AM NOT 70 OR 80 – THEY SHOULD HAVE MORE DOCTORS ON STAFF AND WHAT PISSES ME OFF IS THAT WYNNUM HOSPITAL NO LONGER HAVE AN EMERGENCY WARD, POPULATION GROWING AND YET THESE CUNTS IN GOVT WANT TO SHUT THE DOORS ON SICK PEOPLE. WE NEED MORE HOSPITALS AND EMERGENCY WARDS AND BETTER CARING DOCTORS AND MORE DOCTORS.

I WILL GO BACK IF I HAVE TO ..
I DON’T WANT TO GET THE FLU.

I am just taking heaps of vit c horseradish and garlic tablets and multi’s

catherine1moloaa birkdale

New Confession

I went to a house party for a friend’s birthday. I woke up the next morning alone, but naked in bed in a room I didn’t know. At the house of the party. I went to see a doctor. I was examined. I had s** in my v*****, also a*** s**, and oral s**. The residue was all the same man.

No one at the party remembers me going upstairs. My friend found me in bed asleep, and went to bed herself.

It continues to be a mystery. Someone had s** with me.

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Does anyone here know Clark Thomas Hallisey? I’m an old friend of his, my name is Jermaine Johnson (my friends call me Jizzle Jermaine). CT sometimes goes by The Hallisonian or the Vanilla Gorilla.

Honestly he has a great backpussy and I miss busting off on him.