I’m a 21 year old male. I’ve still got two years remaining in my college, and that seems like a long time. Right from the beginning I hated all the schools I’ve been in. They say schools are sacred places, like churches, temples, where knowledge in enormous but I feel the reality is schools are overwhelming. It is so because of those sarcastic pricks and morons who would never let me get past them. My feelings for those who even seem to be nice are shrouded by the intensity of the naysayers. Garbage, thats what schools were fpr me.
Moreover my dad is a wimp. He never built any respect in his circles. He is just a disillusioned drunkard. My mom, she can’t tolerate hin and she is also disillusioned by the way her life turned out. I’m kind of used to their quarrels, and b*** heads and I never care whenever they have a conflict.
Seems to me that my personal issues have somewhat affected my life at schools.
I’m doing my Engineering school right now. Here in our country thats considered to be a safe heaven, a bandwagon that can pull people out of their miseries. And so, like many teens of our country, I had a great deal of pressure to take up Engineering against my will. I really have no purpose to be doing what I’m doing.
In effect I find it hard to love anything. Nothing seems to be going my way and I’m growing tired of all these sick people around.
Hell, I can’t even find a good friend or even a girl friend for a personal talk. I had to come here on internet for that sake I can’t keep it anymore.