I've had anxiety my whole life and every day I wake up wishing I had died in my sleep. I've alienated myself from all my friends because social

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I’ve had anxiety my whole life and every day I wake up wishing I had died in my sleep. I’ve alienated myself from all my friends because social interaction has become nothing more than work with no pay off too me. It’s becoming harder and harder to connect with another human being and I feel numb and indifferent to the loss of my own friends. I’ve begun cutting again and I don’t see myself stopping soon. My parents are getting a divorce on top of this and the only reason I haven’t attempted suicide is because I don’t want put my mom through the pain of losing her son. I just want to disappear and end it all.

New Confession

I went to a house party for a friend’s birthday. I woke up the next morning alone, but naked in bed in a room I didn’t know. At the house of the party. I went to see a doctor. I was examined. I had s** in my v*****, also a*** s**, and oral s**. The residue was all the same man.

No one at the party remembers me going upstairs. My friend found me in bed asleep, and went to bed herself.

It continues to be a mystery. Someone had s** with me.

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Does anyone here know Clark Thomas Hallisey? I’m an old friend of his, my name is Jermaine Johnson (my friends call me Jizzle Jermaine). CT sometimes goes by The Hallisonian or the Vanilla Gorilla.

Honestly he has a great backpussy and I miss busting off on him.