I feel guilty about having s** with other men the night before my wedding. I had already had a party the week before with friends. I just wanted a last party by myself. I just wanted to go to a club by myself one last time. I intended to flirt and dance but I dodn’t intent on having s**, I dont think.
I kissed and flirted and was grinded on the dance floor most of the night. The guys wanted me to come over there place for a party after the club and I did. Big mistake. It was just me and three of them. I was drunk and high. I sucked their dicks and I told myself that was all I was going to do. But I was too drunk to drive so I stayed longer and all three took turns f****** me. I will admit it was the best s** of my life, but I feel guilty. I woke up the next morning and went home to prepare for my wedding. I feel guilty for doing it and feel guilty about thinking about it often when my husband has s** with me. I love my husband but I admit I loved what I did, but feel bad about it.