I became f*** buddies with a good friend. We both agreed that we were only doing this because we were both feeling the same way about life, we didn’t have enough time for a relationship but we wanted to do things. We also both agreed no drama since we were such good friends and it would not come between us. At some point, a week after this all started, I started having these weird feelings. Not love, but I think jealousy… Like, if ether of us found someone else and we had to quit this, I would miss the s**… I don’t understand what it means but that’s the only way I can explain it. I did not fall in love because I do know how that feels, and I don’t think I could ever fall in love with the guy.