I AM SICK OF MEETING PEOPLE WHO SEEM TO WANT TO TEACH ME ABUSIVE LESSONS AND RUIN MY TRUST IN HUMANITY …. AND RITUAL HUMILIATIONS OF ONE SORT OF ANOTHER. I HAVE GONE THROUGH THIS MOST OF MY LIFE SINCE A YOUNG CHILD…AS A CHILD I SELF HARMED AND TRIED TO KILL MYSELF OVER BEING ABUSED OVER M*********** OR HAVING DISLEXIA OR BEING S******* ABUSED AS A DUMB AS 5 YEAR OLD WHO OBVIOUSLY SHOULD KNOWN BETTER AND UNFORTUNATELY I DID NOT HAVE A 25 YEAR OLDS IQ AT 5 YEARS OF AGE.

I AM BEING TORTURED BY NEIHGBORS WITH THEIR RESPORATORS AND LUNG OR LIFE SUPPORT MACHINES THIS IS DESTROYING THE ENJOYMENT OF THE STREET COMPLETELY.

NO ENJOYMENT IN LIFE AT ALL NOW.

I HAVE RESIGNED MYSELF TO THE KNOWLEDGE OF NEVER BEING ABLE TO HAVE CHILDREN MYSELF IN MY OWN WOMB AND THAT HAS CAUSED ME DEEP SADNESS AND CONFUSION ABOUT THE WORLD

I FEEL LIKE AT POINT I LANDED ON ANOTHER PLANET WHERE PEOPLE TALK ANOTHER LANGUAGE AND JUST WANT TO ABUSE OTHERS FOR FUN SPORT DESTRUCT SOCIAL GRACES.

THIS IS JUST MAKING LIFE LESS WORTH THE FIGHT TO LIVE.

I WILL NEVER MARRY OR HAVE FRIENDS OR HAVE A MAN IN MY LIFE AND I WILL NEVER HAVE THE LIFE I WANTED AS THE SITUATION STANDS WITH THE INSANITY I AM SURROUNDED BY WITH PEOPLE WHO REFUSE TO SHOW COMMON CURTESIES

THESE PEOPLE SEEM TO THINK I SHOULD WANT NO MAN WANT NOTHIGN AND HAVE TO FIGHT LIKE AN ANIMAL AND F*** LIKE AN ANIMAL TO GET AHEAD

THIS IS JUST MAKING ME UNWELL IN SPIRIT AND HEALTH.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?

I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS SITUATION. THAT IS CLEAR.

THESE PEOPLE ARE DRAGGING THE CHAIN DOWN AND DRAGGING ME DOWN TO THEIR GUTTER GHETTO PARADISE THAT SICKENS ME AND I NEED AN ESCAPE BUT SEEM TO HAVE NO WAY OUT WITH NO JOB, NO FRIENDS, NO BOYFRIEND OR HUSBAND. NO SUPPORT OTHER THEN MY IMMEDIDATE FAMILY.

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