You said you had to back off to give yourself time to wrestle your inner demons and become the best person you could be… for me. Because you said and felt like that’s what I deserve.

I’m torn because I don’t want you to do this alone but I know you need the time and space… for you.

I’m absolutely lost without hearing your voice and the way you call me “baby”

You view me as some superhuman who can do it all but in the end I only work hard for what I want. Right now, I only want you. But I realize I can’t force this. I was fine before you and as much as I want to say I’ll be fine now that you’re gone, I don’t know what to do but pray. Praying that whoever said If you love something set it free, and if it comes back….