I just got married and my wife has a medical condition that makes s** very uncomfortable for her, so now we rarely, if ever have s**. I love her very much, but I get a lot of female attention and I’ve thought about cheating on her and have flirted with other women, but it’s never gone beyond that. I’m worried one day it will and I still feel horrible for it. She’s an amazing person and I love her so much, and I can’t understand why this is happening to me. Why can’t I just love her and enjoy our relationship that’s amazing in every other capacity?