everyone around me knows that i have a huge crush on zayn malik from one direction and that i’m a big fan of his. i do really like him a lot but i use it to cover the fact that i don’t think i could ever really be with a guy in real life.
when i get over being his fan i don’t know what to do to cover up the fact that i’m not interested in boys at all. especially to my parents because right now being me being “in love” with zayn malik is keeping them from realizing i’m not into guys.
i’m really scared for them to find out because they’re religious and i don’t know what they’ll do 🙁
