Okay every time my husband and i fight which isn’t often, he goes off the handle with saying how he has been wanting to kill himself, he will also call up a friend to express his suicidal urges. A few sentences are spoken on that then it turns into bashing the wife. All calms down and he becomes offended when i don’t want to show my face to what few friends we have. They don’t know my side or how hard it is living with a guy who enjoys slamming doors in anger and he’s passive aggressive. I don’t open up to his friends b/c I’m already ashamed of things they heard and they were his friends first so i don’t want to get in the middle either. I’m so sad after what happened this weekend, but i won’t reach out to any of my friends b/c i don’t want to dump on them or talk bad about my husband to anyone.
