JOYCE POORRTER SAID I AM A GIRL WHO HAS OR WILL DO NOTHING WITH MY LIFE.

AND I WANT TO PROVE HER RIGHT TO TEACH HER A LESSON.

I WILL NEVER MARRY OR HAVE CHILDREN, COME FROM A FAMILY WHO HAVE NO WORK ETHIC – ONLY DID BITS AND SHITS OF PART-TIME TEMP WORK AND I AM A GIRL WHO WILL NEVER BEEN SEEN AS A WOMAN OR BE ABLE TO HOLD DOWN A JOB OR HAVE THE MENTAL ABILITY TO COMPLETE ANY COURSE- BOWIE WILL MAKE SURE OF THAT.

JOYCE SAID NO MAN WILL EVER LOVE ME TIL I GET ON MY HANDS AND KNEES AND BARK LIKE A DOG IN THE GUTTER LICKING THE GREEN SLIME FROM THE GUTTER WHERE I BELONG, WITH MY A****** AND C*** EXPOSED TO THE WORLD IN BROAD DAYLIGHT.

THAT I HAD A WELFARE MENTALITY AND BLUDGER APPROACH TO EVERYTHING AND S******* LAZY GIRL WHO HAS NO IDEA HOW TO MAKE A MAN INTERESTERED IN ME WHAT SO EVER CUZ I AM TOO MUCH OF A PRUDE,

AND SHE SAID I AM TOO GENUINE TOO HONEST AND TOO LOYAL TO PEOPLE …BUT HOPELESS AND BORN FAILURE AT EVERYTHING. SO THERE IS NO CHANCE AT ALL OF BEING MORE THEN WHAT I AM – A HEAP OF S*** – HOW PEOPLE TREAT ME SINCE I WAS A BABY!!!!

THERE IS GOING TO BE NO HAPPY OR JOYFUL ENDINGS FOR ME, NO LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL, NO HOPE AT ALL FOR SOMETHING, NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO AND NO CHANCES.

I AM NOT GIVING PEOPLE ANYMORE CHANCES – I HAVE GIVEN PEOPLE ENOUGH CHANCES TO TREAT ME RIGHT.

CATHERINE1MOLOAA BIRKDALE

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