I’m so close to giving up
One time I was standing in the hall and my art therapist said loudly that she needed to pee. I took the opportunity to keep her away from the bathroom and asked her to get me some fruit from the kitchen. She said ok and went to fill her water bottle at the water cooler. Well that musta made her bladder spasm hard because right after she filled the water bottle she tried to beeline to the bathroom but i reminded her about the fruit. She went to the kitchen and spent a minute looking for fruit but couldn’t find any. When she tried to leave I blocked the kitchen door and asked her what the password was and she said “I have to peeee, please let me go!” in a high pitched enthusiastic submissive voice. I said “Finee…” and got out of the way and ran to sit down to cover my erection.
Im depressed that ill never get to see my art therapist again. Ill miss spending hours with her every day. I’ll miss our morning walks to the park where we’d swing on the swings next to each other. I’ll miss playing love songs and writing poetry for her. I’ll miss playing games with her. I’ll miss making her smile and laugh. I’ll miss seeing her bursting to pee. I could ruin her life very easily if I wanted to. I could hire a lawyer to subpoena google for the records on the google drive and then sue her for medical malpractice and report her to the Division of Occupational liscencure. I could take everything away from her as punishment for abandoning me. Should I?