ok so i have a huge crush on my teacher it is so hard to live with and i don’t know what to do, boys like me but i feel like i cant like them back because of my feelings for him. I just wish he did not exist so I would not feel that things I cannot control. It’s driving me insane. Last year he was all about teasing me and I think he finds me attractive but I do not know what to do…. sometimes i dream of kissing him please help