I know my step dad checks out my a** and looks at my cleavage. I used to be uncomfortable, then I got used to it, but lately I have found myself flattered. He is very good to us and has never done anything s***** with me at all he just looks. I am confused because I am flattered and maybe even turned on by it, but I know I shouldn’t be and I feel guilty because of my feelings. Am I a bad person? Am I wrong for feeling flattered? Am I a pervert for thinking things? Why do I now enjoy him looking when it used to make me feel uncomfortable? Am I crazy for dreaming of being my mom for just one night? I am ashamed of my feelings, but they are real, and very strong.