heres a story for you: my friend takes medicine for seisures. her doctor upped her dose from 100g to 200g. she was really waked up. she wasnt supposed to get overly emotional or mad or sad. well the boy she liked came to her ally at 9 or so and peer presured her to come outside. well her mom found out and she, being an goody goody, got upset that this boy was able to pressure her. she was mad at her mom and she didnt want to get in trouble. her mom took her ipod and phone and went through the messages. well the next day at school she showed up upset and she was walking around with me and my other friend. (we are all best friends) she told us the story and that her medicine sort of made her go unconsious after all that happened. she was holding her coat across her arm at the time very casually. well when we got to where no one really was she said “i guess i was really unconcious last night” and moved the coat to show red deep cuts all up her left forearm. I immedialty gasped and started sobbing. i wasnt even thinking. i didnt know whaat to do and the only thing i was doing was crying.
my best friend cut herself. she is closer to me than anyone and i love her with all my heart. to see your best friend with cuts on her arm is HORRIFYING. i understand she didnt mean to, but it was still absolutely heart breaking. i cant imagine anything worse.
im telling this because i was not only sad, but angry that someone made her do that to herself.
but i still have no pity. i know what cutting does. ive seen the scars, mentally and physically. so im telling you DONT F****** CUT YOURSELF.
im telling you that no matter what you think, cutting IS NOT THE ANSWER. i dont care what your reasoning for cutting is, it is not right.
you might think that “i just dont understand, its never happeded to me”. I DO UNDERSTAND. when my best friend cut herself, she cut me too.
You dont need to harm yourself in anyway. you dont need to end your life either.
YOU ARE STRONG. I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT EVER IT IS, YOULL MAKE IT THROUGH IT.
THINK ABOUT THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO KNOW YOU CUT OR HAVE SEEN YOUR CUTS.
I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE. I DONT CARE IF EVERYONE HATES YOU. CUTTING YOURSELF ISNT GOING TO HELP YOU AT F****** ALL. SO STOP.
STOP F****** CUTTING YOURSELF DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!
IT DOESNT HURT ONLY YOU. IT HURTS OTHER PEOPLE TOO.
Sincerily,
Me
Ps: not to mention, its just stupid.