I hate friends who change like a chameleon changes colours or using their black colour against me, I do not like people who use racist slur against white people when I am nice to them and not judging their race but they are rude and silent and play games sending parcels to neighbours and not helping the problem it only add to more problems. When they want something from you, be it your support, your help, they become so OVER friendly that it almost seems unreal and then there are times when they want to vent out all their anger on you. There is one particular friend who has used me like a tissue so many times that now I hate myself for being so easy! WHYYY! Why do people take me for granted. I have a heart too, feelings too, pride too! Just as you cannot take jibes and taunts nor can I! Just because others are making your life difficult, why do you make mine! Just cause you know that you’re slightly better off than I am, doesn’t mean you have to rub it in my face. Just cause you know my weaknesses doesn’t mean you have to make the most out of it and have the best moments of your life by mocking at me. Yes! So called good friend, I think you’re fake to the point of plastic-ness and I don’t care if it’s a word or not but B**** that’s who you are! But you know what! I hate that I can’t confront you with confidence, that I can’t answer back, that I still care for you, that I even go out of the way to make you happy at times *GAGS* ( can’t believe that I actually do that), but sweetheart! One fine day you will realize my complete worth and KARMA will hit you real bad! That day will be the day when you will realize that you’re all alone! None of your so called friends will come to rescue you! God I’m seriously waiting for that day to come soon. I sincerely hope that you get a good lesson in life and learn to respect people. I have lost my identity completely! So involved I was in trying my best to be accepted by you that I don’t even remember who I actually was. I was too stupid to put my trust in you, that I could confide in you!

Dear weak minded heartless sod, I want you to know that I know all your weaknesses, and your embarrassing moments could turn out to be catastrophic for you if I want but that would only mean stooping to your level. Sweetfart, your hard times are not too far because god is watching and he will see to it that justice is done to all. I know you’re living in your golden period right now but believe me, one day you will repent! I would only pray that you learn, but not the hard way. The way I did.
Till then, All the best!