No one can ever just be themselves. Everyone always has to be special or artsy or whatever. Most people who pretend have no idea how to interpret others at all. Because they’re busy pretending. You can’t interfere with other people’s lives and friendships and claim that you were doing it to help others. It’s none of your business. Most girls I know who try to be special are just like everyone else and have a hard time accepting it. Most girls who are as normal as imaginable are complete products of their original areas subcultural norm and can’t fathom people not being into the same stuff they are and end up irritating me. Even if I chameleon, I’m very much my own person. Since I don’t fit in anywhere. I have nothing in common with any girl from my high school, including the ones who became giant hipsters senior year. Because it’s another fad to them. They’re not interested in anything they preach. I don’t preach. I have no tolerance level for people who feel the need to judge others on how much they fit on with a giant group of people who falsely believe themselves to be more unique than everyone else. I don’t want to put in the effort to fit in or take on their philosophies. I get sick of spending time around people I have nothing in common with and going along with what they want to do while never being able to do anything I want to do. I fit in nowhere.