I am hopelessly and helplessly in love with a girl who lives above my place or work. I can’t even tell her although I think she knows. The problem is: I am 42 and she must be 21 or 22. If this is not enough, I am divorced and I have a daughter who is 18.

I know it is wrong but I can’t just let it go. I think of her almost all the time ( I mean it). When I see her my heart beats fast. When our eyes meet, I turn away. She does the same.

Earlier she spoke to me but stopped doing that since January this year. May be she found out that I am in love with her.

I know that praying won’t help (I already tried that). I also know that we can never be together especially because of our age difference.

I feel so helpless.