I’ve been feeling so depressed lately. I just came back from a trip with a few friends that I used to be close with. Throughout the trip… I realized that they are better friends without me. I just took up space.
My heart feels like it’s being weighed down by a bunch of anchors.
I know there’s something wrong with me because I’m not hungry but I just keep eating and eating. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I just didn’t exist anymore. How much easier would it be for everyone if I just… disappeared?