I am unable to have children as in no ovaries. My husband and I have been approved to adopt for 6 years yet no birth parents have chosen us. We tried a donor egg IVF cycle 3 years ago which didn’t work. Now we are broke and he is done trying because he feels too old. I feel like such a loser that no one has chosen me to adopt their child- like something is wrong with me. When I think of never becoming a Mom and all the years I’ve lost even if I was to become a mom in the future I feel so depressed. I sometimes think of flying to St. Martin and getting drunk enough to go into the ocean and drown.
