I have been friends with my best friend and her family most of my life. Her dad and mom have been very good to me. Her mom passed 2years ago and I know that I shouldn’t but I have developed feeling for her dad. I may have had them for along time. But back then I thought it was a typical daddy issue girly crush that a lot of girls get but get over. I have fantasizes about him s******* for years. I have never done anything about it. But now things have changed. I have spent a lot of time with him, and I want to bad to express my feelings. I don’t want to ruin my friendship with her, and its been months since her and I were lovers. Her dad and I have only flirted and it has been very innocent. I know that he looks at me s******* but is afraid to do anything about it. I know its weird because he has watched me grow up, but now I am a grown woman with grown woman desires.
Can anyone give advise? Just please be kind.
