I usually feel unwanted at home. My mother always yells at me and treats my brother so much better than me. A lot of times I feel like there is no hope for me. I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa and depression last year when I was 13. I was kind of used to my mom’s yelling, but today it was like she took it too far. She was yelling at me in the middle of shoppers and kept saying stuff like no wonder why your father wanted to leave us. She then left me there for half an hour like an unwanted emotional wreck. When she had picked me up, she told me to hurry up and had tried to slam the door on my arm. When we were at the gas station, I was uncontrollably crying, shaking, and screaming and she called me an immatee child. When we had got home she made me empty my volleyball bag because she emailed my coach saying that she didn’t want me on the team anymore. She then took away my phone and my guitar. I told her if she didn’t want me then I might as well leave. My best guy friend who lives half a mile away would take me in any day and I knew that. I told her since she didn’t want me then I can just go to his house. My mom gladly was ok with that as long as I could never get my other stuff back. Whatever I could carry was all that I would have. When I had tried to kill myself last year, she gladly sent me off to a mental hospital for three days. When I had gotten home I ran to the bathroom upstairs with a knife. I tried to cut myself? But was too scared to do so. I had made a small mark, but it didn’t bleed. I was in the bathroom shaking and crying and trying to get a hold of my dad on the phone. I just feel that I should just go to my friend’s house while she’s fast asleep. That maybe it’ll be easier for her when I’m not around.