I feel like my life is going nowhere fast. I'm in love with a girl who's starting a relationship with someone else. Her life is exponentially better by

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I feel like my life is going nowhere fast. I’m in love with a girl who’s starting a relationship with someone else. Her life is exponentially better by the day and I sit and watch as I wallow in sorrow. She was the only part of my life that made me truly happy and she’s gone forever and there’s nothing I can do to be satisfied with myself again. I don’t like my jobs, nor my field. My degree is more useful as tinder than anything. I live at home because my I work s***** jobs for wages that aren’t high enough even though I work extremely hard. I wish I could forget this girl ever existed, I wish I could redo school, I wish I had the courage to separate myself from the life I’m living and move on. I can’t sleep at night because I’m lying in bed crying. I feel useless, helpless, depressed and lonely and it seems there’s no light at the end of the tunnel.

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I hate that the women I want to have se.x with, you have to get to know them first and build a rapport. You can’t just say ‘Come to bed with me’ you have to talk about and do a bunch of unrelated s.hit that has nothing to do with s.ex. And even then, after all that you might not get them into bed.

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From “Etobicoke Life Magazine”
March 1999

“Walmart Workers Busted”

“A number of Walmart workers have been charged with theft of over $10,000….investigators used video evidence….workers removed security tags from VCRs….

Charged is J— Jasenec, age 24 and ……”

1. Etobicoke Life Magazine has been defunct since 2002, but you can research it at the Toronto Reference Library

2. This took place at the Honeydale Walmart

3. F*** YOU Sister Marie Howorth!! You had no f***** right to ask me private questions about my father’s death! The school board takes MY SIDE and even APOLOGIZED!!!

4. F*** YOU Judy W!!! F*** YOU Yvonne K!!!! Cause my mamma taught me NOT to steal! I was always an honest Bay girl! 😉

5. My father verbally abused my mother and my life was happier without him. Stop attaching everything I do to his death.

6.F*** YOU ALL in number 4 for attacking my ability on having empathy for strangers who die young or suffer. Having empathy for a stranger is not a bad thing. You think your Jesus would agree with you or me on that one?