f****** d*** used me twelve times and lied to me. Didn’t tell me he was using me to cheat on his girlfriend. He doesn’t know I know about her. She doesn’t know about me. I don’t know if I should tell her, maybe it’d hurt her more, which I don’t wanna do. Not her fault. I FEEL SO F****** GUILTY AND HORRIBLE. He didn’t even tell me. He didn’t stop it. He kept going and made me feel like s***. He told me that we would have a future together, regardless of if he had a girlfriend. He said he’d like to chat and do stuff. Really, he meant now. Really, he was telling me that he had a partner, but he wanted to continue our arrangement. F*** I hate that d***. I didn’t sign up for this s***. I have no idea what to do. Maybe i’ll confront. I don’t know. F*** you Alex you f****** prick.
