I hate this stupid paradox I have, and society has, created…. I hate animal abuse, people who abuse animals, people who neglect to care for nature, etc., but everything I do I know negatively impacts nature and/or animals…. my car, the fact I use electricity, the products I buy because most of the packaging isn’t recyclable, the internet, even my line of work, which is health care… you can’t exactly recycle used needles, it’s all a biohazard and I don’t even know where it goes! Even the fact that I have pets depresses me…. they don’t have any free will to go where they want, but I feel like without me they might get hurt……. I just don’t know what to do.