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After seven years this move across the country has killed us. She can’t keep her anxiety in check, couldn’t even hold a job for four days, and expects me to be happy about allowing her to live out her dream of pursuing make-up while I work at a job I have already had before that made me so depressed all I did was sleep when I wasn’t working. This was not the deal. I did not work s***** jobs for five years while she finished college so that I could again work a s***** job so she can find her dream career. I’ve put off college for her. I moved across the country to be with her. I drive her everywhere. I clean. I cook. I take care of the dogs. I make sure she’s eaten and taken her meds and what do I get in return for it? Well, I get to deal with her being upset for no reason whatsoever and when I try to help I’m being ‘flippant’. I’m sorry, but I wasn’t aware telling you that comparing your life to someone else’s isn’t healthy was going to result in you going to bed without saying a f****** word to me. I don’t know what she wants from me anymore. I don’t have anymore to give. I love her, but f***, I can’t do this anymore. All we do is fight and it’s just getting progressively worse. I have to walk on eggshells around her. I wake up with my own panic wondering what her mood is going to be today because it determines whether or not I have a good day or not. I’m so tired of the one expected to carry her through life. Not just by her, but by her entire family whom enables her behavior and when I’m not doing enough (i.e. not yet having a job because I was spending all of my time helping her through her anxiety s*** and driving her all over the f****** place so SHE could have a job) they tell her to leave me. This is like the third time in the last seven years and I just can’t take it anymore. I am NOT strong enough to handle my own s*** and hers and that’s what if feels like she expects. I can’t even have conversations about this with her because all I get is her pissed off and saying ‘k’. She’s got anxiety, I get that, but jesus f****** christ this is WAY beyond that. SHE DOESN’T EVEN CLEAN AND THEN HAS THE AUDACITY TO ASK ME IF I’M GOING TO CLEAN THE BEDROOM WHILE SHE’S GONE AFTER I JUST FOUND OUT MY F****** CAT DIED! This is not a partnership. This relationship is not equal, and I really wish she’d step the f*** up.

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I have to be honest about my secret turn on I am a 22 yr.old female who everyone thinks is a Saint, I’m very pretty, slender and smart, People see me as responsible,dependable, trustworthy, which I am, I babysat from everyone in my neighborhood, I am quiet and a bit shy, but I started reading a paperbacki found in an old tree house, it reeks of boys urine and has c** plastered pages, and many photos of big adult c****, this is what caught my eye as explored the fort with my classmate and friend, her older sister told us stories about how thousands of boys have shot their c** and peed all over the place for years and that girls also went their to m********* and she and her friends liked to piss all over the nasty sofas and mix their scent in with all the others, she said the smell was so strong that you could find it just by it odor and that it was gross at first but after a few minutes inside the c** soaked fort the s** pheromones were so powerful that you would start getting h****, then really h****! And that she never made it out of there without pulling their skirts up and grinding on the c** soaked cushions until they were so crazy h**** that they orgasmed while they buried their faces in the filthy s** drenched sofa, like they could feel every boy who shot his c** or pissed in that place and she loved the thought of all the first time orgasms that place had absorbed and the orgasms they had there were like no other they ever experienced, they were 5xs stronger and lasted for minutes and lingered for hours after they got home,with naughty thoughts and fantasies causing more orgasms to burst out and she was sure it made her enter puberty and her C******* and n****** started growing and aching like she was haunted by the thousands of boys and girls who left their sacred body fluids in there from powerful orgasms! It was all true! The scent instantly changed my mind and body I started hungering for it and we felt the urge piss all over the the place and then each other! I began enjoying giving the boys I babysat for baths where I would wash their bodies with my bare hands lathered in soap! It would cause me to explode in orgams, then I even played naughty with the dogs I would sit for while they went on vacation or out of town! Nobody who knows me would ever believe the things I did! I did my best not to go too far, which is why I began blowing off all the s***** tension with the dogs! There, I said it, am I a freak or has any other girls been that h**** at that age?

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I have to be honest about my secret turn on I am a 22 yr.old female who everyone thinks is a Saint, I’m very pretty, slender and smart, People see me as responsible,dependable, trustworthy, which I am, I babysat from everyone in my neighborhood, I am quiet and a bit shy, but I started reading a paperbacki found in an old tree house, it reeks of boys urine and has c** plastered pages, and many photos of big adult c****, this is what caught my eye as explored the fort with my classmate and friend, her older sister told us stories about how thousands of boys have shot their c** and peed all over the place for years and that girls also went their to m********* and she and her friends liked to piss all over the nasty sofas and mix their scent in with all the others, she said the smell was so strong that you could find it just by it odor and that it was gross at first but after a few minutes inside the c** soaked fort the s** pheromones were so powerful that you would start getting h****, then really h****! And that she never made it out of there without pulling their skirts up and grinding on the c** soaked cushions until they were so crazy h**** that they orgasmed while they buried their faces in the filthy s** drenched sofa, like they could feel every boy who shot his c** or pissed in that place and she loved the thought of all the first time orgasms that place had absorbed and the orgasms they had there were like no other they ever experienced, they were 5xs stronger and lasted for minutes and lingered for hours after they got home,with naughty thoughts and fantasies causing more orgasms to burst out and she was sure it made her enter puberty and her C******* and n****** started growing and aching like she was haunted by the thousands of boys and girls who left their sacred body fluids in there from powerful orgasms! It was all true! The scent instantly changed my mind and body I started hungering for it and we felt the urge piss all over the the place and then each other! I began enjoying giving the boys I babysat for baths where I would wash their bodies with my bare hands lathered in soap! It would cause me to explode in orgams, then I even played naughty with the dogs I would sit for while they went on vacation or out of town! Nobody who knows me would ever believe the things I did! I did my best not to go too far, which is why I began blowing off all the s***** tension with the dogs! There, I said it, am I a freak or has any other girls been that h**** at that age?