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I have daddy issues.

He disowned me at birth, ignored me for 7 years and came back into
my life because he wanted to use my mothers again.

He has never had a home of his own and despite the fact that he is so highly skilled and intelligent, he has done f*** all with his life.

Instead he chooses to f*** whatever women he can charm into bed and
“live” in their homes for a few months at a time whilst always cheating on them.

He has not contributed positively emotionally or financially.
All he has done is bring unnecessary drama into my life.
It took him coming back and f****** around with my mothers and my
emotions before my mother began to almost hate him.
This was good and bad because although it hurt to find out my father
never cared about me, my mother got closure and has now finally been
able to move on from him.

She’s found real love since.

I don’t know if I’ll ever find love but I know how to spot an a*******.

He is now a cautionary tale to me.

I’m so glad he disowned me at birth because he’s an emotional terrorist
that could’ve kept my mother on the hook whilst also treating her with disrespect.
That would’ve been a bad example for me.

My sociopath of a father has also passed this sociopathic trait on to me somewhat.
I’d say I’m borderline but my mother balances me out.

I had no father figure.

Just one for a day would have been nice.

Whenever I hug any adult male, I sometimes pretend they’re
the dream father I made up in my head.

New Confession

I have to be honest about my secret turn on I am a 22 yr.old female who everyone thinks is a Saint, I’m very pretty, slender and smart, People see me as responsible,dependable, trustworthy, which I am, I babysat from everyone in my neighborhood, I am quiet and a bit shy, but I started reading a paperbacki found in an old tree house, it reeks of boys urine and has c** plastered pages, and many photos of big adult c****, this is what caught my eye as explored the fort with my classmate and friend, her older sister told us stories about how thousands of boys have shot their c** and peed all over the place for years and that girls also went their to m********* and she and her friends liked to piss all over the nasty sofas and mix their scent in with all the others, she said the smell was so strong that you could find it just by it odor and that it was gross at first but after a few minutes inside the c** soaked fort the s** pheromones were so powerful that you would start getting h****, then really h****! And that she never made it out of there without pulling their skirts up and grinding on the c** soaked cushions until they were so crazy h**** that they orgasmed while they buried their faces in the filthy s** drenched sofa, like they could feel every boy who shot his c** or pissed in that place and she loved the thought of all the first time orgasms that place had absorbed and the orgasms they had there were like no other they ever experienced, they were 5xs stronger and lasted for minutes and lingered for hours after they got home,with naughty thoughts and fantasies causing more orgasms to burst out and she was sure it made her enter puberty and her C******* and n****** started growing and aching like she was haunted by the thousands of boys and girls who left their sacred body fluids in there from powerful orgasms! It was all true! The scent instantly changed my mind and body I started hungering for it and we felt the urge piss all over the the place and then each other! I began enjoying giving the boys I babysat for baths where I would wash their bodies with my bare hands lathered in soap! It would cause me to explode in orgams, then I even played naughty with the dogs I would sit for while they went on vacation or out of town! Nobody who knows me would ever believe the things I did! I did my best not to go too far, which is why I began blowing off all the s***** tension with the dogs! There, I said it, am I a freak or has any other girls been that h**** at that age?

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I have to be honest about my secret turn on I am a 22 yr.old female who everyone thinks is a Saint, I’m very pretty, slender and smart, People see me as responsible,dependable, trustworthy, which I am, I babysat from everyone in my neighborhood, I am quiet and a bit shy, but I started reading a paperbacki found in an old tree house, it reeks of boys urine and has c** plastered pages, and many photos of big adult c****, this is what caught my eye as explored the fort with my classmate and friend, her older sister told us stories about how thousands of boys have shot their c** and peed all over the place for years and that girls also went their to m********* and she and her friends liked to piss all over the nasty sofas and mix their scent in with all the others, she said the smell was so strong that you could find it just by it odor and that it was gross at first but after a few minutes inside the c** soaked fort the s** pheromones were so powerful that you would start getting h****, then really h****! And that she never made it out of there without pulling their skirts up and grinding on the c** soaked cushions until they were so crazy h**** that they orgasmed while they buried their faces in the filthy s** drenched sofa, like they could feel every boy who shot his c** or pissed in that place and she loved the thought of all the first time orgasms that place had absorbed and the orgasms they had there were like no other they ever experienced, they were 5xs stronger and lasted for minutes and lingered for hours after they got home,with naughty thoughts and fantasies causing more orgasms to burst out and she was sure it made her enter puberty and her C******* and n****** started growing and aching like she was haunted by the thousands of boys and girls who left their sacred body fluids in there from powerful orgasms! It was all true! The scent instantly changed my mind and body I started hungering for it and we felt the urge piss all over the the place and then each other! I began enjoying giving the boys I babysat for baths where I would wash their bodies with my bare hands lathered in soap! It would cause me to explode in orgams, then I even played naughty with the dogs I would sit for while they went on vacation or out of town! Nobody who knows me would ever believe the things I did! I did my best not to go too far, which is why I began blowing off all the s***** tension with the dogs! There, I said it, am I a freak or has any other girls been that h**** at that age?

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