my godparents never wanted to know me – i have no memory at all of there faces at all. they obviously didnot like me and were out to take me down. that is what people say to me. i have no memory of knowing them or ever getting a letter, birthday card, invite anywhere whatsoever. I can only assume that me being s******* abused in 1975 and our families poverty and alcoholism and the house burning down must have been an embarrassment to them. yet they wanted to know my sister rose ???? I AM NOT WEALTHY ENOUGH TO BE IN THEIR CLASS OF PEOPLE!!! THATS OK, PEOPLE TELL ME “YOU’RE NOT MISSING MUCH” BUT I HAVE NO WAY OF KNOWING AND GUESS I NEVER WILL SEEING NOW THEY ARE DEAD. I DON’T WANT TO KNOW THEM.

OBVIOUSLY THEY WERE THE TYPE THAT DIDN’T TOLERATE ANY CHILD BEING A CHILD AND TREATED ME AS A HATEFUL MONGREL DISDAINFUL ANNOYING CHILD- I KNOW I WAS NOT LIKE THAT, I WAS LIKED BY NUNS AND DID CHURCH CHOIR PRACTICE AND NEVER BASHED KIDS AT SCHOOL ETC… I HAVE NO MEMORY OF THEM AT ALL SEEING I WAS ONLY 2 THE LAST TIME I WAS TOLD I SAW THEM.

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