I am currently with the man of my dreams, have a wonderful family, a job and a new apartment.. But my life feels so incomplete. I am a sophmore in college and i have no friends… Not even the ones from high school.. I feel more alone than ever and all i ever want to do is cry. I have honestly thought about suicide more than once since i’ve had this “Perfect” life of mine. I feel like ending things would be so much easier… Did i mention i don’t have anyone who wont judge me to tell these things to? I bottle up all of my emotions and ITS KILLING ME INSIDE. I don’t know how i’m still living, but it’s possible to look healthy on the outside and be rotting on the inside. :/ i wish someone could save me….