When I was younger I would have s** with my brother when he came to me. I was actually his first as he is 6 years younger than me.
I even had a boyfriend at the time this was all happening and till this day no one knows about it.
I felt only a bit weird about it oddly enough not so much because he is my brother but that he was kinda young when it started.
I’m not sure why I enjoyed this so much but I did so just as much as him.
He had the initial attraction towards me and let me know it in many ways.
I guess curiosity got the better of me and eventually I start letting him see what he wanted and then have it.
In a way I got a cheap thrill out of having him wrapped around my finger with that kind of power.