Probably really sick of life. Nothing has been going right for me recently. The girl I am mad over has said we are nothing but friends although I am pretty sure she likes me. Not sure what the hell is wrong with her. So my ego came in play and said I feel the exact same way although it’s a damn lie. I had someone from my immediate family pass away recently and yeah. Feels like nobody gives a damn about me. My best friend doesn’t seem to care anymore. He seems more interested in my girl. One thing is for sure though, should he try anything, I will send him to hell. I don’t get it. How can everything come crashing on me all of a sudden? Life is always looking bleak. It really s**** when you lose a family member and also when you lose people you treated like family. What should I do?
