So Ever since I got around the age guys started to attract my attention so like 4th grade. While my friends where into the boy bands like jonas brothers. I was attracted to people most girls my age were scared of….. For instance i had a huge crush on Don the vampire from Mad house. I never told anyone because i live in a town that is more country and etc. and I enjoy country music I ride horses etc. But i am still in love with what most people in my town call “freaks” Most of my friends fall into this category. Wearing steam punk clothes or all black, fangs, contacts etc. My one friend even walks around in a straight jacket. I like creeper things. I have no interest in dressing that way. I do wear a lot of black. I really want to experience more of this culture. I am worried though what people would think as I am not what people expect. When they see me. They see me and think nice sweet girl that’s how i come off. a normal little bit southern girl