im 31 years old im running out of reasons not to put a bullet in my head-i have no family,no girlfriend,no kids,one friend,im broke,i work a dead-end job,i hate my life i have no doubt that i willl die by my own hand its just a matter of what it will take to push me over the edge-i bought a 9mm 6 months ago with the intention of killing myself-good to know that i have a way out when i need it.All i want in life is to be happy but i dont see that happening.Happiness just wasn’t meant for me for some reason
