If not for my children I would have committed suicide years ago. Today is another day that I think about putting a shotgun in my mouth and ending it. I can never do anything right. For the past 17 years my life as been one bad turn after another. A pregnant go left me because of a comment I made trying to explain how much I loved her, it was a poor choice of words. She makes every effort to make it difficult for me to spend time with my 16 year old son. I have not seen him in almost 9 years because of her. My current wife wants a divorce and has always complained about everything. Perfect example, she complains about how s*** type the Internet is at our house so I get wirless whicheck she complains about and when we start to use too much data and the cost goes up I get satellite and she complains a out it. I got her a new cell phone because hers was having issues and she complains about the new phone. If it weren’t for my wonderful 9 yo daughter and my great 7 yo and 3 yo boys, I would be cold and in a box beneath the grounds and she would probably complain about that too.