Well, where do I start? I don’t have a job, I find everything difficult, I feel like a f*****’ failure everyday. My friends think I’m a loser, they make jokes about me, I’m ashamed I can’t buy my girlfriend anything or take her to nice places. I just hate my life very f*****’ much,. I think about ending it all everyday now. I really, reaaaally feel like killing myself. No one would miss me anyways, man! I’m just a f*****’ worthless p************. I do impulsive things and regret them later, I feel hopeless. (sorry for the bad english)