I got become friend with a guy through facebook about few years ago. That time i was new to facebook user. He send me request first and i accept it even i x know who he is. Then one day he got liked my picture and said it was nice. Then i am also not bothered much about it. One day, when i was in online, he started to chat with me with hi. Then our conversation just started like that. and he chat with me on next day too. If i tell him that i want to logout, he ask me why and asked me whether i am busy what and told me that he want chat for some more time. I do not why that time. And our conversation continues like that day by day. And after 3 months, i really feel comfortable to chat with him. One day, when we chatting as usually, he asked for my number and i gave him my number too. I am usually wont give my number to anyone. That was the first and last time i gave my number to the person who i know only through chatting. But i do not feel scared or anything besides i feel comfortable only. Starting from that day, he always send me sms at midnight. Early i was feel like why always send messages to me then it become usual and get to used it. In this time period, he was so nice and kind to me. He is really a good and nice guy that i have seen ever in my life besides my dad. Day by day, without knowing i started to like him. We not even have been talk to each other before that time but i do not why i felt like i like him. One day, when he message to me as usual, he asked me whether can talk with me and i am also said okay. He called me. When i heard his voice for the first time, i do not know why but i felt like something inside me (the feeling i do not have to any guys before). Then we talked for long time and that is was the first time i talk to guy that long. After that, i do not know why our conversations started to become lesser day by day. That time i was started to miss him so much. At first i thought he likes me, and that why he chat and message with me.

After that, everything turns like vice versa. Before he is the one who will start the chatting and message me. But after that i am the one started to message him. I do not why but i felt like started to ignore me. I do not know the reason. After few months, i got offered to continue my higher education to the university where the guy was studying. That was really very shock to me. I was not expect it. But at the same time, i felt very happy. During university life, i got saw him few time face to face. That time he will give a cute smile to me which make my day beautiful. The days goes like that. After 3 years, i get to know that the crush that i got on him changed to love. Then i realized that i started to love him from my whole heart. But it seems like he not feel the same way i feel about him. Then i try to console myself to do not go so deep in that feeling but i can’t.
At last one day, i confess to him that i like him so much and i stared to miss him in his absence. But he not show any reaction for it. I still waiting for his reply until today. Every year he will send birthday wishes to me on time. He is the first one who always will wish me birthday and vice versa after we become friends.
But he do not wish me on this year birthday. I waited for his message since 12 am till the next 12am to get message from him but i do not get. But i still waiting t.ill now to get a single message form him. I end my every night with crying of thinking him. I will always pray for his happiness and i want to get all his wishes to be full fill even he is not mine anymore.
Only one thing that i wish till now is that i want him to know that i much i love him and care for him even after my death. I will love him till my end of life coz i believe in one love for whole life.