Oh man theres this amazing woman I love platonically and I can’t talk to her or see her and I just love her so much and the reason I can’t contact her is because she’s a lesbian and she might ‘turn me’ gay well guess what you stupid, ignorant, vapid, embarrassing excuse for parents, I’ve been attracted to girls way before I met her and she is so important to me and I love her. I love her so much and I’ve been in love with a women but I couldn’t be with her because homosexuality is a sin but I don’t care at all about the s******* attraction; that can be avoided and suppressed. No, the most horrible thing is that I’ll wake up in the morning, and not see her sleeping, peaceful face. I cannot dream about seeing little children with dark, wavy hair run around my house. I cannot hold her hand and tell her I love her and watch her smile. By God on High, if I could have just one wish, I wish I could not be attracts to the same s**. I wish that I could’ve been born I man just so I could permit myself to think these innocent thing with hope and no guilt. By God, I wish I could speak openly to my best friend. By God, I wish I could marry that incredible woman.
