I am in love with a guy who loves me too but for the past week he’s been considering the issues he has and weighing things and trying to understand whether we can continue our relationship. We’ve been together for a year, it wasn’t all smooth sailing, but I fell deeply in love with him, and now I’m helplessly waiting as he struggles with his choice. He clearly wants to be with me, but something is in his way. This rips me apart and my two closest friends are currently abroad so I have nobody to talk to. I wish I were dead.
