I really really like my 2nd cousin! We live in different countries (neighbouring) but im crazy about her. I met her for the first time when i was 19, she was 16, it was hard to see her as family because i was kind of instantly attracted to her somewhat. But now after a few visits and getting to know her, im really really head over heels and cant help it! I know its sick, but what the hell can i do, i didnt choose to like her like this. I just like being around her, its the way her presence makes me feel :). This is like a two sided dagger, ILY MANCHAL 🙁