I thought I could handle being alone 24 hours with my family away. I thought I could handle just under 24 hours being alone before being with my best friend. Nope. I still have this anxiety that makes me feel a little paranoid. I can ignore it for a little while, but then it gets to me. I feel like panicking. I’m trying not to cry. At least of my my two pets to comfort me. And I’m texting my best friend. It helps a little, but not much. I’m scared. I’m 16, almost 17, I shouldn’t be like this.
