*breath* okay here I go
My best friend got a girl pregnant, my other friend cheated on her girlfriend and had s**. SHe thought she was pregnant and I almost flipped out. I’m lying to my best friend about being in love with him. I’m going to burn in hell. I’m lying ot my mom about 2 of my friends being so gay for each other, and swearing on my life that they are straight, it hurts. I haven’t eaten all day and I want to die. I’m sick and tired of being called fat and ugly. I get really excited when my parents are out of town and I can skype who ever i want when I want. I write depressing music that no one in my family has heard. I have trust issues and so much depression. I’m pretty sure my brothers are no longer virgins. I’v never been kissed. I want to f*** my main b****** ex boyfriend, but I don’t love him, whatever. if anyone read any of this I’m screwed. That took a lot of courage for me personally and I want to die.
