I feel a lot of hate and anger and stress. I’ve lost my job. Someone broke into my vehicle and stole everything inside, including equipment I was using to run an online store to make some cash while I put myself through school for the second time. I’ve had an interesting life from the start. My biological family abandoned me and was abused in the family I was adopted into by my adopted brother. I never told anyone because, when that’s all you know, you just figure it’s the way things are. I have tried looking for my biological family. It’d be nice to see a face that looked like mine. I can’t find them. I had to quit my last job after I was diagnosed with PTSD, anxiety, panic attacks, and depression. It was either quit or my boss, who had created a string of falsified investigations against me, would have fired me when my medical leave ran out. I swear, you can’t make this s*** up. So I quit. I couldn’t find another job. The ex-boss had done too well of a job ruining my name. Everyone believes charismatic people with money. They don’t like introverted “grunts”. I feel like my friends are all leaving me behind. They have lives and money and it’s hard to share their interests when I can’t afford to even go see the same movies as them. I’m getting to my wit’s end. I’m going to school to try to make some sort of a future happen but, really, what’s out there for me? I can’t do hardly anything because of my stupid brain and its problems with anxiety, etc. I’m a 35 year old loser with no job, no future, living off my savings while I put myself through school, again with a bunch of college kids, grasping at straws to make something happen. This is why abortion should be legalized everywhere, free for everyone. A life that isn’t wanted shouldn’t be forced into existence just so some well-off sterile couple can have a kid. If I had been aborted I would have never been. I would have never had to deal with all of this s***. There is no upside to spending your life alone in pain while you keep struggling every day. WHERE ARE ALL THOSE PRO-LIFERS NOW?? They don’t care about the futures of those babies they claim to save, they don’t care about my life. They just care about profits. They forced me to exist. I should get a part of their salaries.