It’s crazy. I have a really hard time with love. I’m a 17 year old gu and I’ve never had anyone that I could seriously call my anchor. People have been telling me that I seem kind of lost; that I keep building walls instead of op, sure up. I have friends, sure, but I could never seem to tell them anything that your usual friend should know. Some of those things that I haven’t told them is the fact that my father is a weak and sickly fellow who left me, my mom, and my sister for some woman that I don’t even know. I don’t know, but I have a lot of pain that I keep pent up inside. Maybe the things that keep happening to me are the things that prevent me from finding the one who I can call my anchor. After all of the things that I have been through, I just want to know if I have any chance at breaking my walls and finding someone who can understand that I’m just misunderstood.