I just turned 37. I have never had a relationship, I never felt the closeness, love… I love my job, and I`m really good at it… but on the end of the day, all my colleagues go home to their families, and I go home to my loneliness, that empty reality that my life is. I watch my friends getting married, having babies, going on vacation together… and I go alone to have a cup of coffee or glass of wine with myself… And when I look myself in a mirror, I`m starting to see a stranger! And I know that I`ll stay alone for the rest of my life… and it hurts! Sometimes it hurt so much, I feel I could shout to divide a sky into two… But all I can do is to put the mask with smile on my face, drag my feet into tomorrow, and plan another picnic with myself…