I’m done. You have been nothing but ungreatfull with me, you never realised everything I did for you. I’m putting aside my own good, just to make sure YOU’re happy. A “thanks” would do the job you know. No. You only see the negative part, you always have something to criticize, you blame me for something I should have done a long time ago. You blame for realising it was all lies. You don’t give a s*** do you?! You never did, and you never will.
Congrats. I unfortunatly did. And I still do. But yesterday night , I realised that it’s all fading, and I wonder how long will I still care?
Anyway who do I care about? someone who doesn’t exist? I care for a ghost, for lies and illusions. But the wind came, and here is the ghost, light as a feather, driven away by it.
The only reason I’m still here is cause I feel stupid: There is a small part of myself who doesn’t want to accept the fact that she was stupid enough to care about lies. To trust when life has taught her elsewise. Well now I’m cured. At least you did something good, you cured me 🙂 10x.
No regrets. Never. I just hope I won’t do the same mistakes ever again.